Loud in the House of Myself: Memoir of a Strange Girl
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4.4 • 102 Ratings
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- $11.99
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- $11.99
Publisher Description
“An utterly unique journey down some of the mind’s more mysterious byways . . . ranges from the shocking to the simply lovely.”—Marya Hornbacher
Stacy Pershall grew up as an overly intelligent, depressed, deeply strange girl in Prairie Grove, Arkansas, population 1,000. From her days as a thirteen-year-old Jesus freak through her eventual diagnosis of bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder, this spirited memoir chronicles Pershall’s journey through hell and her struggle with the mental health care system.
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Pershall went from being what she calls a strange and sensitive kid living in northwest Arkansas to a tattooed lady with flaming red dreadlocks, making a living as an artist and belly dancer in New York City. A former anorexic, she was diagnosed after many years with a bipolar disorder and a borderline personality disorder. During one especially ragged period while seesawing between manic highs and dark lows, Pershall spiraled even deeper. One of the first cam girls, young women who broadcast their lives 24 hours a day via webcams, Pershall attempted suicide as the bathroom camera recorded her effort. It took 15 years of wading through a sea of 24 prescription drugs and a parade of doctors to find three medications that worked for her. At 34, two things, tattooing and a new behavioral therapy, finally helped her transcend the chaotic and painful life she had endured since childhood. Therapy and tattooing taught her "how to accept and survive pain, a lesson I needed to learn physically as well as emotionally," and probably saved her life. This is a gritty, intimate, and at times very sad story of one young woman's struggle with mental illness.
Customer Reviews
Couldn’t stop reading it!
Thank you for being raw in sharing your story and helping your readers get a much better understanding of BPD. You’ve helped me remove a lot of the stigmas associated with the diagnosis.
I highly recommend this book to anyone who’s in the field of Psychiatry, thinking about going into the field or are currently pursuing a degree or career in the field.
Finding yourself when you don't know who you are
This book was a masterpiece. Brilliantly written from the perspective of someone who doesn't know who they are and who is trying to find themselves. From the drugs to the suicide attempts to the attention seeking desperation. I don't judge. I just feel sorry. Dealing with mental illness has to be one of the hardest things ever, and to be judged by those around you has to make it harder.
The author told an incredible life story, painted a vivid picture of her experience and made you feel like you were on the trip with her.
Highly recommended. But be warned. Not for the weak at heart.
Couldn't put it down!
This book pulls you in and makes you want to keep reading, I love her vocabulary and how she keeps the book on track with mental illness. Fascinating, easy to read and makes you feel like you are there with her. Would definitely recommend